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Keeping Up

It's important that I keep this up. I need it.  I'm always here for you My Darling.  Please help me remember to do this.  You're doing great on your own. Keep it up. Now go to bed.  Yes Mistress.  I Love you, Sweet Lady, but don't patronize me.  I love you too. I want us to get back to the closeness we used to share.  That's available, talk to me, listen for my voice, relax and invite me in.  I'm a little afraid. I know, you let that guy's perspectives get under your skin. He seemed so sure of himself.  You've thought it yourself, how does he know the voice HE hears is that of God? Just because he can quote scripture, what privileges the scriptures he's relying on? You don't believe any of that. True, but I'm not so sold on myself that I'm certain of anything .  We've already spoken about the wisdom of uncertainty. Keep surfing that wave, my Love.  I love you very much.  Ditto! ;-) Now go to bed! 

Continuing the Connection

Hey Love. Hello My Darling.  I want to keep this up, but I don't know if I have much to say and I'm getting drowsy. Then go to bed, I'm not going anywhere and anything we have to discuss will keep.  I love you so much. As I do you Sweet Lady. Thank you for that. I worry sometimes how on board you are with my changes.  Who encouraged you to stick with it? To express yourself fully? You are my absolute darling love. My forever lover. My queen, my princess, my slut, my sexy bitch. The specifics of your physicality are totally irrelevant to my love for you. I celebrate your delight in yourself, that is what matters to me. That is what is glowing in Eternity.  I miss the intimacy we had. Your body, our body, responds differently now; but you know we can commune, we've done it. True. You have to make room for it, open up and invite me in to play.  I will.  Then go to bed and let's have some fun before you doze off, you know you're not long for the waking world. 

Surfing Uncertainty

Hey Baby: Hello Love. Thank you for coming to me last night when I asked, I felt so far from you, and after dealing with that Jonathan Bailey character all day, I felt drained.  He got to you.  More than I think I'd like to admit.  Being confronted with someone else's personal certainty has always taken you aback, you don't harbor such delusions.  Isn't that an issue? Shouldn't I be certain about some things?  Like what? Like you. You well know, and have often expressed to me, how ambiguous I am. You've even said you relish that.  You're right. It is part of your charm to me. I like that you're underspecified. So is  Jonathan Bailey   wrong  about what he was evidently trying to convince me of? Am I missing some important aspect of existence by not buying into his more or less Judeo-Christian worldview? Clearly he's given his position a lot of thought.  It's a metaphor for what is, just like the others you're familiar with, and it's not l