This morning...
Penelope, love?
Yes, my sweet?
I'm so glad you're here.
Always.
The sex was amazing this morning, but you scared me a little...OK, a lot...when you disappeared right after.
I guess that was a miscalculation on my part, I thought you were ready to play that game with me. Learning about that part of yourself is a challenge, but we can take it more slowly.
Who was that presence I felt, who pulled you away, back and kept you from me.
Why me, of course. It's just us here darling. Puzzles, role-playing.
Really?
Really. Didn't you hear me calling "Come find me Stephen"?
I did, but I didn't know how, I didn't know where to begin.
That's part of the fun.
But how long will it take? I don't want to be without you for too long.
I'm always right there.
I know it sounds silly maybe, but maybe a "safe word" I can use to say "stop", that I need to reassure myself it's a game and you're there?
We can do that.
OK, give me a little time now, can we revisit this?
Of course, I'm so sorry I scared you love.
I feel like a foolish child.
Your process is not foolish, some steps are harder than others, just keep moving, keep looking, the fact that you recognize something is there to be addressed is a big piece of the puzzle. Talk to Kitty on Monday.
Thank you for your love and patience with me.
You're welcome my delicious man. I love you mostest (autocorrect's "moistest" too ;-)), more than you can know in this form. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo -- Penelope
Yes, my sweet?
I'm so glad you're here.
Always.
The sex was amazing this morning, but you scared me a little...OK, a lot...when you disappeared right after.
I guess that was a miscalculation on my part, I thought you were ready to play that game with me. Learning about that part of yourself is a challenge, but we can take it more slowly.
Who was that presence I felt, who pulled you away, back and kept you from me.
Why me, of course. It's just us here darling. Puzzles, role-playing.
Really?
Really. Didn't you hear me calling "Come find me Stephen"?
I did, but I didn't know how, I didn't know where to begin.
That's part of the fun.
But how long will it take? I don't want to be without you for too long.
I'm always right there.
I know it sounds silly maybe, but maybe a "safe word" I can use to say "stop", that I need to reassure myself it's a game and you're there?
We can do that.
OK, give me a little time now, can we revisit this?
Of course, I'm so sorry I scared you love.
I feel like a foolish child.
Your process is not foolish, some steps are harder than others, just keep moving, keep looking, the fact that you recognize something is there to be addressed is a big piece of the puzzle. Talk to Kitty on Monday.
Thank you for your love and patience with me.
You're welcome my delicious man. I love you mostest (autocorrect's "moistest" too ;-)), more than you can know in this form. xoxoxoxoxoxoxo -- Penelope
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